Bowl game prep, something no player on this entire team has experienced. It felt a little weird coming into the facility early this week, kind of like reporting for your first camp. You have an idea of what is going to happen (practice, film, lifting, etc.), you’re just now sure how and when. Needless to say it has been a great experience so far and I am so grateful that I’ve gotten to enjoy it. It’s been a little hectic because a lot of kids on the team have had to run around telling professors they are going to have to break the one rule every teacher has, missing finals. A lot of kids have had to move their finals up to Monday, or have taken them already during dead week. It goes to show you the great job Coach Andersen and his staff have done in grooming all our players not only athletically but academically and socially. The fact that every kid was able to meet with their professors, work out a time, study early, and take the finals (successfully we hope in the end) is a testament to the maturity of these team. That maturity is something that can’t be measured with stats or plays, but has undoubtedly contributed to our wins this year. Myself included had to join in the studying. I had a project due this week and between Monday and Thursday I was in the library for about 24 hours finishing up a project I waited a bit too long to really dive into. My dad told me once “procrastination is a dreadful thing, it always ends in sorrow. But I can quit it anytime, I think I’ll quit tomorrow.” Needless to say I’m always quitting tomorrow!!!
As far as football is concerned, I think each and every one of my teammates handled it great. No one was upset that we had to practice another week or practice outside, we were just all happy that we got to practice. In fact I feel as if we have had some great practices this week. Competition between the offense and defense in practice hasn’t dipped at all and I really think it has increased. Also, everyone is practicing hard because we get rewarded after each one ends. You may or may not know this but one great perk of going to a bowl is the gifts. Each team is allowed to get gifts which include things like clothes, shoes, and gifts from the bowl themselves. This week each player, even the redshirts and the walk-ons, received clothing gifts after each practice. It started out small with just a Utah State Football shirt with the bowl logo on the back, but each day it got better and better. We have gotten shorts, long sleeve t-shirts, shoes, and even a new awesome travel suit that we will be wearing to the game in Boise. It is really sweet and can’t wait to see what the bowl gifts from the companies sponsoring the bowl are when we get there.
I thought I would use the rest of this blog on this down week to express my gratitude to my coaches, teammates, Utah State, the fans, and the Cache Valley Community. Some of you may know I was a transfer walk-on and for those who don’t well I was. I didn’t get recruited to come here even out of high school and in all honesty hadn’t heard a whole lot about USU except that it was in Logan and had a pretty good basketball team. I know I’ve told a lot of people I came here for football and the culture, but in all honesty I chased a girl here (no it didn’t work out ha! But in the end turned out for the best). Even though my reasons may have been immature and skewed I will always look back on that decision and know that it was one of the best choices I made in my entire life. I have had a lot of ups and downs here throughout my career. Things like catching my first pass against Utah, catching my first touchdown at Romney Stadium against Nevada, receiving a full-ride scholarship, and beating Nevada to become bowl eligible will always stay with me. The lows have hurt too, dropping those punts at CSU (which yes if you ask me I will put that game on my shoulders and always will) and then waking up on Sunday morning to find my car egged, even some experiences that I have shared with my teammates that I won’t disclose have all put me at all time lows in my life, not just in my time at USU. Yet the one thing I can take from all of those is they taught me lessons, they have made me who I am now, and in the end the community has always had my back. Football has taught me how to deal with adversity and success, how to look at life from a different perspective and in many cases good or bad that sometimes the hardest thing to do is just take that next step. I will admit that when we won that Nevada game it felt as if a weight was off my shoulders because I knew we were going to a bowl game and that no matter what happened, nothing that I did personally (cough CSU cough) kept the team from achieving their goal. That won’t haunt me forever, and I have my teammates, coaches, and community to thank for that. Whether it was a good game or a bad game I have always had players, coaches, and fans come up to me and say great job and that really meant a lot to me, it really means a lot to us to know that you’ve always got our backs.
The thing you’ve got to realize is we are all living our dreams, when we were kids we would play catch in the backyard and dream about catching touchdowns to go ahead or win the game, and we get to do that now because of those around us. We have shown the skill but the community and the coaches are the ones who have provided us with the opportunity to play and we know that. So when you have come up to me and said ‘great game,’ ‘good job,’ or ‘get em’ next time,’ I cherish those moments because I know I have helped repay all of you for the wonderful opportunity that you have given me and all my other teammates as well. There is nowhere else in the world I would have rather played than Utah State, I don’t want to ever be anything other than an Aggie.
There are so many people who have taken me under their wing and helped me grow while I’ve been here. Austin Alder is the person I have known the longest here and after seeing me at my first workout came and sat next to me at the Junction and helped me out a lot that first semester here. Coach Bouknight has helped me become ten times the receiver I should be. I’m not dumb, I understand what it takes to be a college athlete and even a starter at that, and I know I’m not fast enough, tall enough, strong enough to be the player I am. But thanks to Coach Bouknight I’m able to be fundamental, smart, and dedicated and all those things have helped me get on the field. At any other university I’m not sure if the coaches would see what Coach Andersen, Coach Bouknight, and Coach Baldwin see in me and I may have never even seen the field, but the fact that they did gave me confidence and joy, something that at that time of my life I was seriously lacking.
I wish that I could take the chance to sit down and talk with every fan (after they talked with Bobby, Turbin, Adam, and the real ones they wanted to talk to of course!!!) and just let them know that we all appreciate them just as much as they appreciate us. I can’t help but smile every time we run on the field because I see all the fans and hope they know we are doing this for them. Thank you all so much for your cheering, your donations, your patience, your dedication, and above all your support. It has helped turn these four years at USU into the best years of my life. I will never forget my time here and will do my best to convince my children to come back here. It is my hope that all of you can make it to the bowl game in Idaho, and if not catch it on ESPN, it will be the last game for many players that they ever suit up and play for Utah State, but I can assure you it will not be the last game any of us are Aggies. Lets go out and get that bowl victory!!! Thanks again for all you guys do for us.







